The Heart Remembers

  The Heart Remembers

  Peggy Gaddis

  Avon, Massachusetts

  Contents

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Copyright

  More from This Author

  Chapter One

  The station agent stared at her in frank astonishment.

  “There’s only one bus a day to Harbour Pines,” he told her. “That one leaves at nine forty-five in the morning.”

  “But it’s only two o’clock in the afternoon now.” Shelley’s voice was a small wail of dismay as she looked uncertainly about the ugly little town clustered haphazardly about the railroad station.

  “What do you want to go to Harbour Pines for, anyway?” demanded the station agent with such honest and lively curiosity that Shelley, unfamiliar with the interest and concern of small-town inhabitants for anything and everything outside their daily routine, did not understand his lack of intention to offend.

  Her smoke-gray eyes darkened and she lifted her chin.

  “I have business there,” she told him frostily.

  But the station agent was unabashed and unconvinced.

  “You’ve got business in Harbour Pines?” His tone was flatly skeptical as his eyes swept from the gay, silly little hat atop her burnished red-brown curls, over the well-cut gray suit, the smoky, green-gray tweed topcoat that swung from her shoulders. He shook his head. “That I don’t believe!”

  Shelley gasped and her eyes were like silver-gray ice.

  “Frankly, I can’t see that it’s any of your concern,” she told him sharply. “I merely asked you how one gets to Harbour Pines, since there is no railroad station there.”

  The station agent was placidly undisturbed by her anger.

  “Must be visitin’ somebody there,” he mused, his eyes taking her in with deep appreciation of her beauty, the smart, expensive clothes, the handsome luggage that surrounded her. “Still, I reckon not. Ain’t heard o’ nobody in Harbour Pines that was expectin’ company that’d look like you.”

  And Shelley, realizing that he was as friendly as a puppy, as curious as a child and quite as innocent of any desire to be offensive, laughed and gave in.

  “You win,” she told him lightly. “Since it interests you so much, I may as well confide in you. I have bought the Harbour Pines Journal and I intend to publish it.”

  The station agent was so startled that he almost swallowed his quid of chewing tobacco. He choked, his eyes wide, and stared at her as though suddenly she had sprouted wings and gone flying about the station.

  “Oh, for gosh sakes, a newspaper, in Harbour Pines? Lady, you’ve been sold a pig! Why, there ain’t more’n a thousand people in Harbour Pines, counting the one-eyed houn’ dawgs. And most of what’s there can’t read. What in tarnation d’you want to start a paper there for?”

  Shelley set her teeth hard and counted slowly to ten. And then she said slowly and distinctly, “I am not exactly ‘starting’ a paper there. It seems that the Harbour Pines Journal was a well-established and modestly successful paper.”

  “Oh, sure, ’bout fifteen-sixteen year ago,” the man agreed. “But that’s a long time ago. A mighty lot o’ water’s flowed under the bridge since then.”

  He broke off as a battered station wagon thumped up to the edge of the platform and a tall, rangy young man in worn khaki riding breeches, high-laced boots and a faded khaki shirt jumped out and began loading some freight into the back of the station wagon.

  “Hi, Jim,” the station agent hailed the man.

  “Greetings, Tom,” said the tall young man, heaving what must have been a heavy box expertly into the back of the station wagon. And then his eyes caught on the girl in green and gray who stood beside the station agent, looking as much out of place in that shabby spot as an orchid in a bed of field daisies.

  The tall young man’s eyes warmed and he came striding across to them, his eyes on Shelley, but his hand extended to the grinning station agent.

  “Well, well, well! If it isn’t my old pal, Tom Griggs. Hiya, old pal, old pal.” He was so beamingly cordial that Tom grinned wryly.

  “Save it, son, save it,” said Tom. “I was gonna introduce you anyway. Matter of fact, the little lady here says she wants to go to Harbour Pines.”

  “Nonsense, friend.” Jim was shocked. “You misunderstood her. Nobody wants to go to Harbour Pines. Sometimes a fellow has to, but not from choice.”

  Shelley lifted her head and her eyes were ice-gray.

  “Between the two of you,” she said frostily, barely managing not to snap at them, “you make Harbour Pines sound much less attractive than Devil’s Island used to be.”

  The big young man turned his eyes away from her thoughtfully and pushed back his broad-brimmed hat.

  “We prefer to think of it as Little Siberia,” he told her pleasantly. “At Devil’s Island there was some small chance of one day getting away. But at Harbour Pines—” He shook his head sadly.

  The station agent’s eyes twinkled.

  “Claims as how’s she’s going to revive the Harbour Pines Journal,” he observed placidly.

  The gaiety, the good-natured attempt to impress her with his charms, faded from the rangy young man’s sun-browned face and there was an odd, startled look in his eyes. The look of one who has had an unpleasant shock.

  “Oh, come now, that’s pretty silly,” he protested sharply. “After all, Harbour Pines is scarcely more than a wide place in the road. Believe me, it couldn’t possibly support a newspaper. Not even a county weekly.”

  His tone made Shelley’s head go up.

  “I understand there’s a very productive naval store acreage there, a couple of business establishments, and that the town draws a nice week-end business from farmers in the vicinity,” she protested.

  “Jim here owns the naval stores you’re talking about,” the station agent threw in, with the obvious delighted intention of keeping the argument going.

  Shelley stared at Jim.

  “You own Harbour Pines, are its reason for existence, yet you deliberately discourage new industries?”

  Jim grinned and thrust his hat farther back on his head. His hands were jammed in his pockets and now his eyes went over her.

  “Well, yes, I reckon you could put it like that,” he drawled. “Matter of fact, the town’s resources have been about used up. There’s very little chance of any new business operating at a profit and it always hurts our feelings to see people go bankrupt. We’re sensitive that way.”

  “Well, please don’t worry about me,” Shelley told him frostily. “I’ve no intention of going bankrupt. I bought the Journal for an utterly ridiculous price.”

  “Why?”

  “Why?” Her face felt hot and she knew she was flushing. But she had known from the first that she would have to face this question and that she must answer it without the slightest indication of her hidden purpose, of her jealously guarded secret. “Why, because I’ve always yearned to run a country weekly. Why else?”

  The two men studied her for a space. There was a queer, speculative look in Jim’s dark eyes; the station agent was frankly entertained, enjoying this mild break in the dull everyday routine of what must have been an almost unbearably dull job.

  Suddenly anger boiled over in Shelley’s heart. She was tired. Ther
e had been no diner on the train from Atlanta, and she had had nothing to eat since breakfast. She had left New York in the middle of a blinding snowstorm and it had been bitterly cold; yet here the sun was shining so warmly that she felt hot and uncomfortable in her woolen suit and her tweed topcoat. Her nerves broke into angry speech.

  “Oh, for goodness’ sake, I don’t know what all this cross-examination is all about. I’m of age. I’m in full possession of all my faculties. I’m answerable to nobody for my action I’ve bought a newspaper and all I ask is some way to get to the town so I can get to work on my job.”

  Jim and the station agent were unimpressed.

  The very fact that it is so hard to get to Harbour Pines should be sufficient proof that a newspaper published there will have a short and expensive life,” Jim pointed out stubbornly. “Of course, though, if you’re just bent and determined to get there, I’ll take you. But having lived there most of my life, it’s only decent of me to warn you that you aren’t going to like it.”

  Frosty-eyed, Shelley demanded icily, “How would it be if you just let me worry about that for myself?”

  “Right!” Jim yielded, but not too happily. “I’ll be about thirty or forty minutes picking up the rest of this junk and then I have a few errands in town.”

  “Thanks,” said Shelley, and added, “Is there some place where I could have something to eat while I wait?”

  Jim jerked a thumb over his shoulder toward a small, dingy building across the street, the grimy front window of which bore a badly drawn crescent moon and a sign: “Silver Moon Café: Home of Good Eats.”

  Shelley could not repress a shudder.

  “There isn’t anything better?” she burst out.

  Jim and the station agent exchanged grins.

  “Well, of course it’s not exactly Sherry’s, or the Ritz, but the food’s not as bad as the place threatens. We’re too far off the Maine-to-Florida highway to get much tourist traffic. Not much inducement in a town this size to open up a fine eating place for folks who eat out once or twice a year.”

  Shelley drew a deep breath and met his cool, amused eyes straightly.

  “Thanks. I’ll be ready when you are, and thank you for letting me ride with you, Mr.—”

  “Hargroves, ma’am,” said Jim with an almost too polite bow.

  “I’m Shelley Kimbrough,” she told him, and turned swiftly away.

  Behind her, as her heels clicked across the rough board platform, she heard the murmur of their voices and her ears burned at the station agent’s sudden guffaw. But she went on, and into the “Silver Moon,” her head erect, her shoulders back.

  The little café was surprisingly clean, in contrast to its dingy exterior, and a plump, middle-aged woman in a neat blue house dress and a white apron greeted her pleasantly, as though welcoming a guest into her home, instead of into a business place.

  The food, when the middle-aged woman brought it, was not bad at all, Shelley noted with relief. Old-fashioned home-cooking, she decided gratefully, and proceeded to do it justice while the middle-aged woman studied her curiously, but with a friendly interest that was rather soothing.

  “I reckon you must have missed your train, didn’t you, miss? Or was you aimin’ to take the bus?” she, asked at last when her curiosity could be contained no longer.

  “It was the Harbour Pines bus I missed,” explained Shelley.

  Wide-eyed, incredulous, the woman gasped, “You’re going to Harbour Pines?”

  Shelley smothered a little sigh of exasperation. Why was everybody so surprised and so shocked when she admitted her destination? Still, the paper would need advertising if it was to last, and perhaps the “Silver Moon” could be persuaded to list its almost non-existent charms in the paper’s columns. So she smiled and made herself friendly and pleasant.

  “I’ve bought the Harbour Pines Journal,” she explained. “I hope to make it a very good country weekly, and maybe you would like to advertise with me.”

  The woman was startled and a little uneasy.

  “Well, now, I don’t know. Mostly we don’t advertise except in the movie program here and in the county seat paper sometimes. We’ve been in business here more’n twenty years and seems like it’s right foolish to start advertising now,” she temporized hastily.

  Before Shelley could swing into her carefully prepared sales talk, the screen door banged open and Jim Hargroves came in.

  “Well, now, Jim, I’m right glad to see you,” said the plump, middle-aged woman heartily. “Come right in and set.”

  “Hello, Miss Clara.” Jim swung a glance toward Shelley’s lunch, saw she was just beginning on the apple pie and added, “I’ll have a cup of coffee and a piece of your swell apple pie while I wait for my passenger.”

  He grinned at Shelley, then swung himself on a stool at the lunch counter and turned his back on her, instead of coming over to her table. Shelley’s color rose a little and she devoted herself to her pie and to a second cup of coffee, quite sure that this Jim Hargroves was the rudest, most graceless creature she had ever met. She heard him chatting gaily with the woman he had called Miss Clara, apparently completely oblivious to Shelley. And Shelley wasn’t accustomed to attractive young men who ignored her presence!

  But that he was keeping an eye on her, despite his conversation with Miss Clara, was obvious, for the moment Shelley had finished her last sip of coffee, he was standing up, saying courteously, “If you’ve finished, we’ll get started.”

  “I’ve quite finished, thank you,” Shelley told him distantly. And then as she put down the money for her lunch, she gave Miss Clara her friendliest smile and said pleasantly, “It was a very good lunch and I enjoyed it. I’ll look forward to seeing you again and maybe I can persuade you to change your mind about that advertising.”

  Miss Clara smiled uncertainly, obviously unconvinced.

  Outside in the brilliant mid-afternoon sunlight, Jim said dryly, “Always the ‘eager beaver’ when it comes to business!”

  “If business is going to be as bad as you seem to think, I can’t afford to dilly-dally, can I?” she told him coolly as she got into the front seat of the station wagon, and watched him go around to slip beneath the wheel.

  Chapter Two

  They were a mile out of town before either of them spoke again. Jim was obviously lost in his own thoughts and they were by no means pleasant ones, if one could judge from his expression. Then suddenly, as though he had reached a decision, he turned his head and looked down at her.

  “See here, you’re only a kid and I haven’t the faintest idea where you got the crazy notion that you could come down here to this isolated, Godforsaken stretch of the world and run a newspaper, of all things.” He was speaking earnestly, almost coaxingly. “I’d like to warn you in the beginning: you aren’t going to like it. It’s the loneliest, most isolated place you ever saw. There aren’t more than two dozen white families. There are a great many Negroes who operate the ‘still’ and look after the trees; they are, for the most part, descendants of the first Negroes who started this naval stores business for my greatgrandfather, and they are simple, ignorant backwoods creatures, most of whom can neither read nor write. There is no amusement whatever—a movie once a week and it’s usually a couple of years old and the sound is so bad that Greer Garson sounds like Marjorie Main. You can’t possibly make a living here, so why not just be a nice, sweet, sensible kid, cut your losses and take it on the lam?”

  Shelley clenched her hands tightly until she was quite sure that she could speak quietly in spite of her anger.

  “I must admit, Mr. Hargroves, I find it very hard to understand your aversion to strangers.”

  “It’s just that I don’t like to see kids like you riding lickity-split into heartbreak and tragedy,” he began sombrely.

  Her eyes danced, and she smiled derisively.

  “Why, Mr. Hargroves, how you do talk! I’m only going into business—not into a tragic love affair or something equally silly.”
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  Jim ignored that as it deserved.

  “You seem a nice youngster, and I suppose you bought the poor old Journal for peanuts. Just the same, you’ve been had, my girl! Even if you got it for a dollar and two bits, you’ve been had!”

  “That’s kind of you—I suppose.” Her tone admitted some slight doubt. “But it’s too late to back out now, even if I wanted to, which I don’t. I’ve bought the paper; I’ve ordered new equipment; I’m here and—well, I’m rather a determined sort of a person, Mr. Hargroves.”

  “I had gathered that impression,” he responded dryly.

  “So couldn’t we just face it that I won’t be scared off, and go on from there?” she added coolly.

  “Scared off?” Oddly enough, that seemed to annoy him as nothing else she could have said. “Did I give you the impression I was trying to frighten you?”

  “Well, you certainly were not encouraging.”

  “Sorry. I didn’t intend to try to frighten you. Though telling a woman the bitter truth is, I suppose, attempting to frighten her.”

  Shelley let him have the last word, because by now the car had left the highway and was winding through a narrow unpaved road that wound through scrub-pine and underbrush, until suddenly ahead of them there was a view that made Shelley catch her breath in sharp delight.

  The road was thick with resinous dry pine-needles. Stretching away on either side were tall, stately pines, hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of them, in neat, orderly rows, their giant tops murmurous with the wind that was so slight Shelley could scarcely feel it. The air was spicy with sunshine hot on the green needles of the lifted tree-tops, and from the fragrance of the dry needles beneath them and strewing the road. Several feet up from the ground, she saw that each tree wore a broad, oddly shaped gash, and beneath each gash a brown cup had been wired in place to catch the thick, whitish resinous sap as it dripped slowly, steadily.

  She lifted her enchanted face and closed her eyes, the better to hear the soft, murmurous sighing in the tops of the trees.

  “Wind in the pines,” she whispered, forgetful of everything except the keen delight of this old, old memory made real and new again. “I love it! It’s the loveliest sound in all the world, the most beautiful music ever composed.”